back at it...

Well eff... Seems I've still got a lot of work to do on my MA thesis. I'm not happy about it; in fact, recently I wonder if I shouldn't just quit. It's not that I'm feeling sorry for myself (though I do wish that my supervisors would quit personally attacking me) it's just that I'm tired of it. I'm so sick of the subject matter, reading over the research, rewriting notes, rewriting drafts - I'm just effing over it. According to my wise friend Joel this means that I'm ready to be done; which means that I will just accept it for what it is, do it, hate it, and move on with my life. Sure sounds good to me... And, yet... I am blogging and NOT working on my thesis. Too bad they do not offer MAs in procrastination :) *sigh*

Okay, back at it...

pmb

"Some things we do for - Love, love, love..."

Just for the record (and as always, thanks for calling me on my shit Jess and Danielle :) I love my lady-friends. I love that some are near and some are far; Nikki once told us that we should always think about our girlfriends when we are considering places to live: "Where will they want to come and visit me?" But seriously, I do understand the desire to share one's life with a partner and of course, I would consider making changes to my life in a committed partnership. I will explain my previous post in two ways 1) sometimes I just miss you guys and 2) perhaps, secretly (not so secretly ;), I'm jealous? Maybe I wish that my relationship was at a point where I did not wonder what the eff was going to happen a year, two years, from now... Who knows, maybe I'm even projecting my personal angst over my own situation onto my lovely friends... Bad me :) Whatever the reason, it is good to know that I have friends who understand that blowing off steam is just that; who know that I respect them and their choices.

xo
pmb